8:40 - wake up
9:00 - check email and online thingies
9:15 - make list of what needs to be cleaned very quickly and what needs to be packed for 10 days
9:30 - shower
9:45 - pack and make cds
10:45 - leave house and go return demo motorized wheelchair, discuss more options
11:30 - lunch
12:30 - go to dr's appointment an hour early and see if they will see me
??:?? - go back home, pick up dog and packed things and leave

heading to the morganton/hickory/marion area with aaron/big_a. dropping off shannon/ladyennui along the way. while in the area, aaron will be helping me sign up for disability and talk to the social security offices. (fuckers won't let me file until they get me to fix a problem THEY caused with my birthdate YEARSa go).

going to also get things prepared for aaron and one of his projects. he wants to take a road trip once a month with some of his friends in different places. while at these places, he wants me to archive the trip. ie: video taping and photographing. i will be the journal to his visual/video diary. i will also be making the arrangements of getting hotel rooms and planning the stuff out. i get my trip paid for and then some extra. plus, i get to always bring my dog, which mkaes me relaly fucking happy. i'm getting so insecure that i feel really uneasy if i don't see her for long extended periods of time, like... 18 hours and i'm kind antsy.

aaron knows the disability ropes and ins and outs. hopefully i'll get set up for that to be totatlly in motion before we leave next week from his house to Beaufort, SC for the first of these trips.

no project for this name has yet been made.

in personal news, i feel nothing but emotional unrest. also kind of defeated and worrisome.
in physical news, i still wake up about 5-7 times a night and always wake up sore and tired.
in crazy news, i'm still crazy. my hallucinations have turned very tiny and are in teh smallest of places, changing the smallest o fthings so only i would be able to notice, caus eit seems... nobody else notices the small things.

i'm going to go fucking nuts without my music for ten days. i've already staretd twitching.